All my lies

It is imposible, imposible to see you, standing there, next to me and we don't say anything. Where are all the moments we shared? Where are you, the person I fell in love with? 'Cause is not the person I'm seeing. I may made mistakes, and I know I can't do anything now, but why can't we just start again? I'm lying to myself  'cause I say I forgot you, I say I'm not missing you, I say I don't care for you or for whatever you do, I say that we are just over and that I won't wish to be with you, I say I don't miss your kisses, your touch, your eyes looking at me, how you made me feel. Why I lie so much? I now all this pain would be gone some day, I know this isn't going to be forever and one day I just would read that and smile like ''how fool I used to be'' , but until that day come, I'm just broken.